I sense an icy spell shadowing upon us,
I feel despair seeping through my veins,
Blurring this vision with imminent tears.
Through the mist, I see yesterday
And hear my own laughter ringing in my ears,
Mocking my moments of solitude.
Love … so sweet an endearment fitted to only you,
Someone so close, yet very far to reach
Someone my heart loves with love
More maddening than love.
I see your image teasing my imagination
I hear your voice
And listen to its soothing tone.
I feel the warmth of your kisses
Touching the very depths of my soul…
Elevating me to great heights and ecstacy.
It was a beautiful yesterday with you,
My love, but what an agonizing tomorrow.
Today, I sight with utter disbelief
My eyes are crying with unshed tears
Because it is my heart that is bleeding
Slowly killing me,
I close my eyes to ease the pain,
But I find myself staring at the vast wilderness of the sky,
Searching for the answer to the sudden coldness
You have sent my way.
I LOVE YOU … but is it all in vain?